Apart:
Now you're away and it's so hard the distance I fell it was so far I sit and wait for the moment I see your face I can't take this I need you again All I want is for you to say come in here, take me away This is out of my control but I think of you to save my soul Need to tell you I need to prove to you that I am your's You're an angel, you are blessed I'd do anything for you I need you

In a moment:
I knew this day would come, I've been dreading it I know what I have done, things I shouldn't I start to feel so numb, so indifferent I feel I'm losing you and it kills me I feel I'm losing you every moment I know that we have changed for the better I just thought we'd be the same forever I threw it all away, us together Never felt such regret and I will never forget what you meant to me what you meant to me Now I can barely breathe without your touch I know it's because of me, it hurts so much I can't believe I let you go forever Stop me from hurting you Stop me from hurting you

Ashes:
The voice in my head screams inside Closing my eyes to shut out the light Walls are closing in the ceiling high Fluid in my lungs like suicide God help me I'm falling apart God help me I'm dying tonight Burning to ashes over time The memories I used to call mine A dying light in the shadows Got no other place to call my own God help me I'm falling apart God help me I'm dying tonight I am my apocalypse Dark and light into eclipse Eyes seering from the light It can never be seen Ashes to ashes dust to dust

Expired:
I'm unparalleled to find myself intertest of another it's everyday then some I say I'd like nothing more then to smother these visions of you as my lover all these photos catalouged find somebody else to dream you sick of your bitter taste it takes you too long to sing your song I think I'm growing tired its everyday that your eyes say I'm going to deny it I know you're just a liar breathing out all your exhaust find somebody else to dream you sick of your bitter taste why did you just slip away I can't eat you make me sick but have your fun going to try to sleep so turn off the lights when your done find somebody else to dream you I'm sick of your bitter taste why did you just slip away I can't eat you make me sick but have your fun going to try to sleep so turn off the lights when your done

Internal:
Behind my eyes is where i lied To keep those images in my head To keep the pain from seeping out I found inside I'm already dead To a world that holds on to life I felt I've fallen so far behind And seem to care less and less Cause i was waiting to die I internally kill the life in me This is not the way that my eyes should see Holding me back from all the life in me Turning all my thoughts into a disease I let it run it's course In hopes that it would fade It cripples me and wants more It will never go away I internally kill the life in me

Just silence:
In the car I can see who you will always be your legs spread in weakness or is this just who you are I hear it's reoccuring well it's new to me you were the one now the dying sun a dead star no longer stellar - just silence my nights growing cold to live with what I know you take everything and you left me all alone I can't forget the moment that you let go of me you were the one now the dying sun a dead star no longer stellar - just silence how could you I trusted you how could you I trusted you

New life:
My new life desperation running through my veins it takes me away it takes me away anything of worth to me it waste away in atrophy dry and callous - can't feel all that matters - has gone away waiting for the day to come - praying for more dying off to live again I shed my skin looking deep into the abyss this is the rest of my life can't decide whether to live or die between these thoughts I can't survive dry and callous - can't feel all that matters - has gone away waiting for the day to come - praying for more dying off to live again I shed my skin my new life as I shed my skin

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